Well, maybe not THAT much more – suffice it to say I had to get up at 5.30am to get out of Catonsville by 6am to get to Rowan’s by 7amto get equipment loaded by 7.30am to load in to the New Deal by 8am. Suffice it to say that I was crazy hyper all day but it was mostly an adrenaline high and a contact high from friends… suffice it to say that the day was awesome. Suffice it to say that we drove to Ohio the next morning and Sunday night I slept like a fucking rock.
Minus the itching.
But that’s a tale for another time.
Last night, Rowan, Christy, Sara and I went swing dancing. I will allow the space of the rest of this page for you to recover from this shock.
I know, I know, that wasn’t nearly enough space. So… swing dancing. Slow Slow Fast. Left, right, rock-step. Spin. I’m getting it! I’m GETTING it!! Wait.. what? Oh God… timing… goes to Hell… look into eyes, switch grip, start again on the one… I have a severe amount of trouble counting to 6 over a 4/4 rhythm. It truly drives me nuts.
In any case, I guess my horizons are slowly being forcibly expanded, and that’s healthy. We practiced in Rowan’s apartment for a while, the Squirrel Nut Zippers assisting our efforts. Sara kept insisting that she didn’t dance that well, but there’s an intensity to her eyes and hips that suggests otherwise. Rowan, of course, is a master, and Christy- well… you can’t really tell because I’m quickly seeing it’s all in how your lead. Well… IF you’re a good follower – Rowan tried hard with me, and I’m kind of a natural girl… but… I just… kept getting lost… in his liquid brown eyes… sigh…
Leaving the safe confines of Rowan’s apartment, we went over to K2 Dance Studio in Beltsville. After lots of “don’t worry, there will be lots of other newbies there” kind of encouragment, we find ourselves peering through the windows at people moving with a fluidity and grace I can’t but envy.
The whole thing reminded me of my experiences with karaoke. Ear-burning embarassment, something that I WISH I was good at coming very slowly… very unnaturally… Agonizingly, almost. For moments I could relax into it, and I’m not sure if I lost it more than I lost myself in it – but I did have a great time.
There were moments of perfection – short segments of timing where the count locked and my arms felt strong and I was guiding and there was eye contact and mischief and the spin has a sharp start and stop to the momentum and you come CLOSE and then pull away and you’re not even breathing – and then the moment’s lost as your knees knock together and apparently you’re not supposed to be THAT close to your parnter…
Eh. it’s worth it. Every second. And when it comes down to it, SHE’S the one who stepped on MY foot.