[weird disconnect here – not sure what got lost – but it is what it is – rob 4/28/18] over it. it’s our LIVES in that car! Guitars, amplifiers, laptops. everything’s demolished and I turn around because I’m going to have to turn Heather away from the grey of the ocean and show her that our Life is over.
I wake up and it’s too hot in the room and I’m missing SOMETHING and I hate waking up feeling like I’ve forgotten something or that something is vanished and I simply have no idea what it is. I’m shaking and startled and I don’t even know where I am.