Okay. I guess it’s time for the Journal to take a twist. I must admit I’ve been kind of down for a long time, it’s been difficult to make things happen, to make myself get things done. Despite good things happening in my own Life, professionally I’ve just felt stalled and the world outside of myself has sickened me.
And so, when in September I finally took permanent residence in Catonsville, MD – I looked at that as the end of an era. I’d spent five years homeless and the idea of declaring the Trip kind of “over” now that I actually had a mailing address was a lot more appealing than the idea of just letting our touring peter away into less and less time on the road… slowly winding down as the world around me became more and more abrasive.
But I never quite laid down the line – and though people who’ve asked repeatedly why there’s nothing in the Journal have gotten the response “well, it’s a TOUR Journal and we’re not on tour” – I never quite declared it dead. And I’m glad of that.
In any case, I’m going to get my head out my ass and redevote myself to my art and my music. And of course, part of that will be writing in the Journal again…. the world is helping with a couple of requests for paintings and web design and my open mic ALWAYS lifts my spirits.
(hopefully that’s not just the road talking)
But thanks to the people who HAVE been bugging me. You remind me that there’s actually an audience for all the crap floating around inside my head and I’m very, very grateful for that.
So where am I? Just north of Richmond in Virginia, heading fast for Wilmington, NC.
We’re running late and I’m marginally worried about getting there on time, but it’s hard to be TOO concerned because we’ve Creedence on the stereo and that gritty 8-track sound makes troubles melt away.
And so… there’s a bad moon on the rise and asphalt beneath us. It’s probably not a good sign that I felt far more natural looking for a snack in a truck stop today than I have in all my time at the House of Musical Traditions. Something about the TRUE universal convenience of those interstate oases, knowing that I can get a tactical folding knife, a DVD, hairbrush, stuffed animals, CB radio or plain old lunch… true greatness that a mere 7 Eleven or Wawa can never, ever aspire to.
CCR has faded to Bon Jovi and Richmond has faded to Petersburg and maybe we’ll make our soundcheck after all…. then the B52s…. this radio station fucking rules.
I wish Heather could do her booty chair dance with a little less swerving. I mean it’s really, really hot… and quite a show. No really, wish you were here to watch. We’d probably make more money if she’d do more of this sort of stuff on stage… but we might die. And that’s hot too… but I don’t want to go today. (thass wazzup)