We’re at an open mic at Java Grande in Ellicott City, MD. Not too much going on, yet absolutely excellent players – but nothing I’m terribly in the mood for. It’s been a long day and my brain hurts and my head hurts and my heart hurts from listening to the news and the mediocrity of it all.
I think I’m a little bit sad.
And so I arrive, and they’ve already gone around the list once and Heather’s played a set, which is imperfect because really all I want to do is listen to HER and play with HER. We play two of my songs and then I insist on Illinois is Overflowing because it’s what I really want. I want eBow and the sweetness of her voice and I want to wrap myself in my identity of musician and let that carry me. It means I can stop thinking and just do what I was meant to do – which is to simply play until my fingers hurt.