October 16th, 2014.

Oct 13th we stay and played through some things with Justin McMahon so we could play some stuff together for the night’s show at Wildflower Village. Gypsy did her best but was unable to play along and simply looked mournfully at us.
Heather and Justin McMahon performing together at Wildflower Village in Reno, NV. This was a small show, and frankly it BEGAN as a really stressful show because of a local “soundguy” who got miffed because of a misundertanding…. long story short, after friendly words were exchanged and agreements had been clearly reached that he was leaving a mixer in a particular place and that he was happy to let us use it, he left the room and sent the owner in to say his feelings had been hurt, please pack up his gear and use something else…. ugh. It was just dumb. Then he just sat sullenly in the back of the room. Still, it was the only negative on what turned out to be a really marvelous night – continuing a string of some of the most wonderful hosts EVER.

Well, it’s finally hitting me. We’re well and truly on our way home. We just turned left and the snow-capped mountains of Colorado are in the rearview mirror, quickly obscured by trees. Kansas is a ways ahead of us, but very quickly the landscape LOOKS like Kansas, not the stereotype that Colorado promotes at all. Industry takes over around the highway, rolling out to stunted trees and brown fields to the horizon. And all the while I’m wondering when we’ll have that moment of wonder again, seeing the mountains looming in the windshield ahead of us. Will it have to wait till next year?

Both Heather and I agree\ it won’t be another 7 years before we do this again. My soul really chafed as so many people remarked “wow, that’s a big trip” or “well, I guess we can let you leave the store for a while every decade or so” or whatever else – it meant that my self-definition of being a touring artist was no longer how people saw me – and this trip and the optimism that it has engendered gives me a little confidence that I can take that definition back. I have no real interest in returning to our previous status quo, and both Heather and I are chatting about a return to our more road-oriented Lifestyle, but with the intelligence that over ten years of touring has given us. A renaissance of sorts. There’s no iteration of that that sounds good ilyAIMYtized. An ilyNASISSANCE seems terrible. As does a renAIMY. I dunno.

Our beautiful room at Wildflower Village!

Piles of hay and piles of wood and piles of bone are being passed swiftly here in Eastern Colorado as we parallel railroad tracks and race the sun to teach a course in exactly what I’m talking about. Liberal, KS and Seward County Community College has asked us to speak to their students about being a touring artist, and then to perform. I sort of wish we could do it the other way around – sort of show our credentials first, but I have confidence that we’ll talk a good game even if we don’t get to SHOW our game till after we talk it.

It’s sunshiney and the road is straight and not even the knowledge that we lose an hour to time zones can dampen our spirits. But there’s still that gnawing feeling of going home – and the unsure question of “why?” answered dissatisfactorily – the only reason “why” is that that’s where it says we’re supposed to be on the calendar.

October 15th driving through Utah, Wyoming and Colorado. Cause Heather’s a BEAST!!!

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