SO, I’m bad about taking things personally. I try not to. But I read into things. I have gotten into the bad habit of assuming the worst. It’s a social media thing perhaps – where people say things that they’d never say to your face, perhaps without thinking – perhaps without caring.
And so – when someone says “gosh, I’m glad my wife is a good conservative Christian woman who doesn’t need to go to marches” I TRY not to hear “rob, Kristen’s a heathen – what’s wrong with her that she needs to go to the Women’s March today? And what’s wrong with you that you are planning to marry a woman like that?” and when someone says “All you whining liberals this…“ “All you nerds that…” “All white people…” “Men all think…” “You East Coasters…” “Straight people…” “Atheists…”
All these broad categories into which I fall – into which millions and millions of people fall – generalizing about who and what I’m supposed to be – it makes me want to SCREAM “YOU DON’T KNOW ME” – I THOUGHT you knew me, but evidently you didn’t – because you think I’m one of THOSE. And when I stayed at your place or you crashed at mine, when we played music together, when we stayed up till four in the morning, when we kissed – was THIS what you were thinking? Or did you forget that there are exceptions to your rules in your hurry to passionately through your convictions into the universe?
As people fall further and further into their echo chambers, they are more and more willing to insult, to ridicule, to condemn those people that are out-of-sight and other-than-stereotypes, out-of-mind.
And so I’m trying to cut generalizations out of my own language. I’m trying to be less-tolerant of it in my own immediate circles. And online? Well, I’m going to generalize and say that online, people are all too-willing to cut ties and kill friendships, to threaten family and forgo common decency – to air in public what they should’ve put in their fucking JOURNAL – and so online I must admit I try to remain ignorant of what people say. My mother says be like a duck. My Dad said words can’t hurt me….
And yet those words still gets around.
I know what you said. I’m just not sure if you really believe what you just typed or you think you’re just letting off steam. Language matters. Relationships matter. People matter. Get out and meet some.
Below is a photodump of my friend Chip Py’s photography from the day….