Why I Don’t Sleep.

Sigh – man, I’m just not in the mood. Heather’s been very sick and sounds like she’s coughing up bricks, Kristen thinks she’s coming down with something, which – if it’s what Heather’s had – means she’s going to be miserable. At the moment I’m holding my ground and simply can’t afford to get sick in the middle of it all. Going to SERFA in this condition is… not ideal.

TO kick things off this morning, Heather spent some time hunting 4 leaf clovers. She was uncharacteristically luckless.

The sky is hanging low and everything is grey and green as we skate through North Carolina, leaving our friends’ house in the rear view mirror and setting our sights on Black Mountain, NC. I think none of us are quite in the mood for the next couple of days. Hopefully we’ll rise to it, but it’s kind of a hard thing to ensure. I guess different people have different ways of dealing with it. Heather and Kristen are pretty confident that we’ll all get up the gumption for at least three days of almost 100% social on-ness, but having just watched a couple of Mike Judge’s music documentaries (these are really amazing) it sure seems like some of the approaches of Waylon Jennings might not be inappropriate for the next several days.

Wish we had time for a nap though.
But we don’t have time to deal with hotel angst right now… let’s take this break in the weather to get to SERFA!!!
Checking into our cheap hotel was a little grosser than normal. Our non-smoking room smells an awful lot like the bars we used to play before smoking was banned in them… and, you know… cigarette burns.

No. I’m not REALLY thinking that cocaine is the answer, but there may be a fair uptick of coffee and sugar in my intake over the course of the conference.

One thing that has come to weigh heavily on my mind, totally unrelated to SERFA but effecting my brain and my emotions and my sleep : one of the regulars at my open mic at Teavolve has been becoming a problem, is now a full-out PROBLEM and though I’ve begun picking at the issue, it’s really going to have to become a full out confrontation soon.

He’s one of the more socially unaware people that I’ve ever known – which isn’t totally a fair thing to say – it’s more accurate to say one of the most socially unaware people that I’ve ever had to associate with regularly . And though I’ve resisted throwing him out… he’s frankly making it really easy for me at this point, though I’m still dreading the confrontation.

Proudly for two years he’s been coming to the open mic, always performs second, leaves shortly after he performs, doesn’t purchase anything, at this point has become the “creepy old guy” who hovers over people (especially women) to the point that the staff have asked me to make sure he doesn’t sit up front and to demand he doesn’t speak to anyone other than people there for the open mic (that was the conversation I had with him two weeks ago)… HE talks to me about how he’s been pushed out of substitute teaching because people have accused him of saying inappropriate things to students and is just … yeah, when I put it all together it’s something I should have dealt with a long time ago.

Welcome to Montreat, NC!
Ah… a new verb. NO HAMMOCKING!!!
The Montreat Convention Center on Lake Susan.

And that’s weighing on me. Because when it comes down to it, I’m aware that this is probably the only social thing this man does – but his lack of social niceties is not my problem to solve, the discomfort he’s causing within my community is. So – yeah, gonna have to deal with that and going over that conversation over and over in my head is causing me lack of sleep. It sticks in my braincraw.

The first panel I managed to attend at this year’s SERFA. As a band we get to split our forces and go hit various things – which is great. Unlike NERFA, which has always seemed to focus heavily on business development and skill-sharpening – SERFA also hits a number of more philosophical points that I found pretty fascinating. Do we have a responsibility to our community as folk artists? Activism… diversity, “Songs that Bridge the Political Divide”, “You Can’t Escape Your Upbringing but do you WANT To?”… there’s a lot of thinking going on here. Above : my first workshop was a group discussion on managing your own tour (cause there’s ALWAYS something to learn). I think this was the least useful of all the events I attended, and it STILL had me coming away with a page full of notes and quotes from panelists Suzie Vinnick (a friend from Canada), Rupert Wates (a GOD on the house concert circuit, a fan and someone I’ve booked here in Baltimore) and Tret Fure (an ICON on the LGBT scene who’s voice echoes throughout the folk world – someone who’s been doing this for longer than I’ve been alive!) – all of it VERY handily facilitated by Kari Estrin and neatly foiled (intentionally, I later found out) by James Lee Stanley.

And even at this moment, rather than leave Monday’s problems for Monday, I’m giving that time in my head rather that making sure I’m firmed up for tonight’s official showcase, or the next several days’ guerilla showcases. Places where, frankly I’m an old white guy in a shifting environment where through no fault of my own I feel myself to be increasingly (at least visually) representative of the powers that be that must be deposed to allow for an influx of new blood.

One of my favourite things about touring and these conferences specifically is running across friends from home in alien climes. Here’s Charlie Pilzer of Airshow in Takoma Park – he mastered “Another Life / Another Live” and would really, really, really like to record the next ilyAIMY album! Now… if only we had money….
Another out-of-place friend – fellow road warrior Greg Klyma. He was TOTALLY pleased to see us.
Heather’s getting ready for our formal tonight…

Yeah – all the crap that lead to Trumpism? I grasp it. But it’s all in how you react. Lead by example. And root out the bad ones.

SERFA Formals : up right after us, James Lee Stanley. Not to be arrogant, but I kinda feel for anyone who goes up after we really bring the hammer down, and tonight’s no exception. However, James held his own and we got to talk extensively later on – specifically how when you play after an act that’s so strong in one direction, you’ve got to shoot in another – this is something WE do all the time, and it was good to hear the strategy out of the mouth of a veteran. People remembered the energy and musicianship from our set – and remembered James as a master storyteller who was also funny as Hell. Everything’s going according to plan!
SERFA Formals : Sarah Peacock is a name I’ve known for a long time – but hearing her makes me realize just WHY. Her vocal control is stunningly unreal.
SERFA Formals : The marvelous instrumentalists of Rough and Tumble!
New friends The Rough and Tumble were quite marvelous. I don’t remember if this is Rough or if it’s Tumble… oh… right… it’s Scott.

 

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