I sit watching you you’re watching me you’re watching him he’s watching you and watching one another
Breaking time and breaking down and breaking in to all the thoughts we thought we had for one another
I sat watching you you’re standing me up standing me down and laying down with someone other
I hate watching you when watching him when watching this all I swear I see you
drooling like meat
I didn’t hate you
I only hate me
I feel the heat between
everyone but me
I wish the only thing that wasn’t broken wasn’t me.
I wish they would take me.
I wish they would take me.
Home.
Salivation is salvation of our race it keeps us breeding keeps us needing keeps us feeding keeps us breeding
I think something of a start to the end it needs enactment with a swiftness like a weapon
Switchblade courage never gets it I feel these blades they’re getting snagged inside the pants leg
Something bigger like a gun or like a bomb or like a world-ending word
said by God
I didn’t hate you
I only hate me
I feel the heat between
everyone but me
I wish the only thing that wasn’t broken wasn’t me.
I wish they would take me.
I wish they would take me.
Home.
Somehow passion was a poison
Set to steep by MTV
They are stealing inside my vision
of what I think I want to be
and that poison was a good one
it took me down another notch
I know you’ve all been waiting
to cut me down
to cut me down
I didn’t hate you
I only hate me
I’ve been a whore for the sensation
I wish the only thing that wasn’t broken wasn’t me.
I wish they would take me.
I wish they would take me.
I didn’t hate you
I only hate me
I’d have died for this sensation
I wish the only thing that wasn’t broken wasn’t me.
I wish they would kill me.
I wish you would kill me.
©2005 rob hinkal