Yesterday wasn’t a good day. A couple of nights before that I’d had a long conversation with a friend about Options when things were bad. About how there’s always AN option. We weren’t discussing options for ME per se, and the conversation was more about pulling away from said option, but it was a conversation nonetheless, and conversations go both ways.
Yesterday would’ve been a comedy of errors if it’d been funny. Things going wrong, missed calls, missed return calls, data glitches, data recovery, failed data recovery. The grind but the kind of grind that results in nothing but dust and broken bits.
And when you’ve finally given up on your day because ENOUGH has gone wrong, you relax into a video game, which breaks – and into a movie – which you can’t find.
A day of immobilization and failure ending with the dawning of the last day of 48. 49 Just doesn’t feel promising this morning.
It’s a shame. It’d been a good week.