Nightmares. I’ve spent the last couple of days upsetting my sleep schedule in grand fashion. That’s been a dream – a good kind. All day Saturday was spent with music and good musicians and beautiful people and spectacular storms. Yesterday was spent pursuing movies and an uninterrupted moment. There were flowers and tadpoles and grins. And ttoday I visited with Rowan and we had a drive with Crowded House and sunlight and we’ve been having really good talks. The last couple of days have simply been exquisite.
[weird disconnect here – not sure what got lost – but it is what it is – rob 4/28/18] over it. it’s our LIVES in that car! Guitars, amplifiers, laptops. everything’s demolished and I turn around because I’m going to have to turn Heather away from the grey of the ocean and show her that our Life is over.
I wake up and it’s too hot in the room and I’m missing SOMETHING and I hate waking up feeling like I’ve forgotten something or that something is vanished and I simply have no idea what it is. I’m shaking and startled and I don’t even know where I am.
