Deja Vu.

I uploaded all the photos in one batch. Is this today? Or was it on Saturday? Not a clue. Same curve. Different clouds. (Driving West to Cumberland, MD),
Saturday September 5th we drove into Cumberland, MD to play Loft 129. It was the first time we’d been back in two years which is slightly inexcusable, but mostly caused by some difficulties with an event in West Virginia that kept ALMOST having us, and we kept putting off Loft 129 in order to make it almost happen. In hind sight… this was an error. Above – the train doth herald our coming! It also blocked our leaving. Trains want us to stay in Cumberland.

Déjà vu. 18 miles from Cumberland again just as we were roughly 100 hours ago. Originally we’d planned to play Cumberland and just continue west but we HAD to complete the album first. I was convinced we could’ve done that on the road (Hell, most of our mix checks have been done in Heather’s car…) but it was probably right to do them from home, if only because that brought a slight sense of stability. We were able to Put It Down and Go To Bed.

But I don’t meant to be thinking about the album (it’s done, sent to duplication) because for the past two months it’s taken up almost my entire mental capacity and I’m trying to NOT think about it right now.

In the Expanse novels by S.A. Corey, there’s an incredible description of slow recovery from starvation, calories slowly reaching the brain over hours, days, and weeks of recovery. The authors make it sound like waking up, and waking up again, and realizing you’re STILL not awake because you wake up yet again. And there’s a small aspect to that as cycles that I didn’t know I was using seem to come back into play. I was able to use my calendar today. For something OTHER than album planning! I’m feeling exhausted, but precise.

We were a little scattered Saturday night, but Loft 129 makes it all pretty easy. Good stage, right sized room for us. The building next door where we’d done all of our promotion photography a couple of years ago has been sold, but they’ve expanded in different directions and were even able to provide us with a green room this time around! Especially in an otherwise one-room venue like this, it’s good to have a little escape spot.

I don’t feel like I’m losing the thread.

Or maybe it’s just all this beautiful highway, mountains and sky.

Today’s a long drive. Longer than I’d like. My ass and my spine have begun to complain and with a late start, we won’t have as many options for taking breaks. With a fully-loaded Hyundai there’s no RIGHT gear to take the mountains in and for once, Western Maryland and we can’t pass the Appalachians fast ENOUGH.

Ears popping, back aching, at least I’m not at my computer trying to decide if a djembe is too boomy!

It was nice to see that the venue had hung our posters around town, including the music store 3 doors down. I hate that I look at the other poster suspiciously and wonder if it was drawn by a friend… or if it’s just AI generated. In any case, we totally didn’t get to spend much time in the music store, just grabbed some bare essentials, and then it was on to play the show! We had a good night, played our little hearts out, and then drove straight back home to pick up with the album the next morning. But I’m not talking about that!

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